Nothing Im ashamed of either. So when tested in life, you run n hide? Never claimed im the toughest walking, just that I dont back down from noone. I have changed for the better since my son was born and I got married. Not everyone has the same upbringing. I say life experiences bring character. I was born in a very rough neighborhood!! You take 80% of people and toss them In the streets with wolves and they'll get chewed up and swallowed. So you adapt. Ive been through all that and then some, shootings, dealing drugs, friends getting killed. Ive got damn near a graveyard on my back from all my dead friends. But i moved to the country, got a Banshee and learning to enjoy a side of life i wasnt shown. That is what this site is about, Banshee's right? But EVERYONE can change, that post wasnt to you or for you.