Not sure what an irus is... (I think it's a flower).. but you are just proving how incredibly weak you are. You are just as weak as a 4 year old girl. In fact... I think my niece who is little over 1 month old, has more gall than you... You should be ashamed of yourself, and frankly embarrassed of how you live your life. You fail at life, and it is a disgrace that you brought children into this world with how unstable your mental state is.
I will say it again... Is anyone in Jefferson County, CO that has contacts at social services? In my expert opinion, this guy is completely unfit to be a parent, and frankly needs to have his children removed immediately, and seek a psychological evaluation. It wouldn't surprise me if he was extraordinarily violent with both his wife and kids, based on how he is completely unwilling to admit when he is wrong.
I guess it's another case of little-man-syndrome. It's a shame... and I'm starting to feel bad now.