morel of the story,
1. dont look for love through your farther, he cant give what he doesnt have.
2. dont seek the approval of your parrents, you will never get it, and if and when you do you will have become an ass hole doing unto others as what was done unto you.
3. dont resent him, hes an idiot ans he knows not what he does. you could ask him, why do you always do that? hell look at you dumb founded "do what?'"
i been through the whole thing, its more of a game really. ego, pride.
good luck with the rebuild. im gonna peep and tom my banshees private parts too when i get my clymers. maybe this week if im lucky.