i dont really understand the fear of death. is it because youve never really dealt with or experienced death before now? ive been dealing with death pretty steady since i was real young. from my grandfather, four year old cousin, friends, classmates, brother, grandmothers, teachers, etc etc it just happens man. worrying about it wont change that. life is what you make it. my best advice to you is to learn what really matters in life as soon as you can.