I totally agree with what you have to say. I have been suffering from bipolar disorder (manic depression and anxiety problems) for over 10 years now and I can tell you if you can pin point what the problem is you probably don't need meds. I have been on what I refer to as the drug roller coaster several times and I have found that medication sucks and I only take it in small doses when needed. When I feel problems coming on I try to push myself through that time with some theropy and just finding something to do to keep my mind off what is bothering me(like riding). I hope you can pull yourself out of it without medication and get back to your old self again. Good Luck!
